I do not want to be any age but mine. However, I will also always be 6 and 17 and 27 and 34. All of these people are me. Loving anime and Care Bears and martial arts and dragons and rolling down hills and riding a purple bike in a hot pink helmet and neon colors. They all take their turn. Visiting with the patterns and songs and media that carried us along
This is stuff I love in no particular order at all.
This is stuff I love in no particular order at all.
"I've never met a woman who didn't want to sink at least a few ships."
-Nghi Vo, "Siren Queen"
BLOG 1
ON CHARACTER SHRINES
Feb 3 24
I loved character shrines SO MUCH in high school. Just. All these thoughts and feelings and I could go on for HOURS. However, I also knew not everyone wanted to talk ALL THE TIME about the significance of scene 142 where they LOOK AT EACH OTHER AND SMILE OMG. You know who did? THE CHAOS VOID OF THE INTERNET. It was so exciting. Also a relief. A tiny stake to throw up and go YES I love THIS PAIRING and if anyone else does cool plz be my friend? And friends CAME. Wandererers from the wilderness. Finding my site and saying nice things. WOW??? People I never met sent fanfiction. In the pre-Fanfiction.net era you had to hunt DOWN the good stuff. I realize now curation is satisfying. Organizing a collection of art, quotes, theories, and Everclear song lyrics edited over angsty art. It's also a relief. Zooming down to ONE focus, instead of the nauseous kaleidoscope of Insta. Attention being yanked everywhere by this news site, that rage bait. Conclusion - I'm going to hang out here a while and build. Throw up my favorite stuff. Speak into the Chaos Void. See what comes out. Never mind optimization or what Meta wants to wring out of me. Cheers! - CT Washi code/PNG from https://hillhouse.neocities.org/snippets#washitape
I loved character shrines SO MUCH in high school. Just. All these thoughts and feelings and I could go on for HOURS. However, I also knew not everyone wanted to talk ALL THE TIME about the significance of scene 142 where they LOOK AT EACH OTHER AND SMILE OMG. You know who did? THE CHAOS VOID OF THE INTERNET. It was so exciting. Also a relief. A tiny stake to throw up and go YES I love THIS PAIRING and if anyone else does cool plz be my friend? And friends CAME. Wandererers from the wilderness. Finding my site and saying nice things. WOW??? People I never met sent fanfiction. In the pre-Fanfiction.net era you had to hunt DOWN the good stuff. I realize now curation is satisfying. Organizing a collection of art, quotes, theories, and Everclear song lyrics edited over angsty art. It's also a relief. Zooming down to ONE focus, instead of the nauseous kaleidoscope of Insta. Attention being yanked everywhere by this news site, that rage bait. Conclusion - I'm going to hang out here a while and build. Throw up my favorite stuff. Speak into the Chaos Void. See what comes out. Never mind optimization or what Meta wants to wring out of me. Cheers! - CT Washi code/PNG from https://hillhouse.neocities.org/snippets#washitape